in the dumps

and even a new tree did not pull me out of it now i am looking for more craft projects. nothing is ever finished which annoys me

well

i thought i would blog for my friend since she has been telling me to. Work is boring, people are still annoying but the good news is I will be in Vegas in a few days. So surely things will be better then.

7 days

7 Days and I will be on the beach. We went out last night and had a fine time. However, there are still some questions in the phasing out of people. How is it that people can be mad at me for not going to something and telling them I am not going but people do not feel the need to even inform me they are not coming? This is going to be a new year of me not making all the effort and if I no longer see certain people so be it! I can always be putting the effort in for no return.

Anyways we pick up our papers today for our trip and need to get a few more things and then off we will be at the end of this week!!

This week in a nutshell...

Stinks! But thankfully is almost Thursday.

I dislike working in general, I am such bum at heart! A beach bum! I dislike having to listen to people all day long that annoy me and I totally dislike peoples attitudes in a work environment. There is always the power struggle, really don't they get it I don't want to be in power and could careless they think they are!

Another topic, my current experiment:

Friendship is a two way street, every took a moment to wonder about your friend, well I do! I come with a new BS clause in my friendship agreements and it happens to include getting rid of dead weight! I have burned a lot of friendships in the past specifically because people only care about themselves and I don't have the energy to only worry about you!

Oh yea experiment, I am a planner and the reason some of my friends even have a social life, so this week I am not reaching out, I am not planning. I want to see who contacts me, who ask what's up, hows it going? Now granted I have some prior engagements that I will see these people at, but this is only phase 1 of the phase out. After these engagements pass, and I am not following up and saying are you coming to this and that, who will be left in the dust?

I don't find it hard to make friends, I find it hard to make valuable long lasting friendships. I am at heart a social planner and lately I just haven't had the right guest list!

Finally

Finally found some water shoes I am mildly happy with! These are like hardcore sports shoes! So I will be prepared to go canoeing although it seems to be a ordeal to get a group together to go canoeing?

So everyone was out shopping or strolling like it was a mall which is it was night. I would just say I would love to be off for the summer! Can someone make that happen?

Back to work tomorrow, this last week was rough and not to mention annoying. We will see how this coming one goes!

Oh and I found it odd that someone was buying this picture, not so much that someone would want it maybe more of who wanted it. They didn't look like huge albert buffs!

Cleaning out the closet

So the hubby is off playing in some sports tournament, which is probably best because I am cleaning out the closet and packing today. Which he hates and the clutter seems to agitate him!

However thinking of planning a anniversary party for next year. Haven't decided since it could be costly and oddly enough (insert sarcasm) some of my friends to not cooperate well at all!

I really just want a reason to get a new pretty dress and take pictures! Maybe I will just do that and go to dinner! Currently pretty sure a friend is pissy at me over the fact that I make plans and so therefore there last minute event is a no go for us.

If I pack enough clothes, I could get a job in Mexico and stay, although I do not really want to learn spanish and not be able to brush my teeth with the water!

This is awesome but way more than I am talking about!

Friday

Oh my word! Getting home on a friday in the rain was horrible. I however love that the GPS still gives you hope that you could actually do a mile a minute, well hope for at least a little while!
I totally got some stuff at a local business that is going out of business but bought the wrong thing, I will try and post a picture and refer back to the wrong item!

However, now I am shopping for a new front door in robins egg blue, pictures to come!

Mexico

I assume this blog is almost like talking to yourself and hoping someone besides you answers.

So we leave for Mexico in 2 weeks come Saturday, we have never been on such a trip, all inclusive totally privacy in 9 years.

I think we are going to refer to this as our honeymoon, seeing as we were unable to since I worked at a horrible place at the time. So currently I am shopping for water shoes that will not cover my entire foot. We all know the most important things is a even tan with the least amount of tan lines as possible! So I am thinking about these.

I have no clue...........

What I am doing but a friend recommended that I need a blog! So here it is, at this point I dont know where its going. Now that being said seems that I have a lot of awkward experiences. I seem to have stories that amuse people and does not seem to happen to others.
The good news, is I am semi stable :) married for over 9 years and no children. So I won't have to bore you with those topics. I will however bore you with my really stories, as in really can you believe this person did this and really can you believe they said this. I like to think of it as a spin off from the SNL REALLY news special!

Thanks for reading, more to come hopefully :)